So often I post how I live...as closed off as possible. I tend to hide the real me
afraid of being judged, hurt, or taken advantage of. However, I would like to change.
Not just in my life but in blogging as well. I want to be open and transparent.
Therefore, I figured I would I would jump on the bandwagon
and join other bloggers with the 'if you really knew me' posts.
Here is me being super vulnerable:
If you really knew me...
You would know that I cannot eat a meal without spilling food on me or tipping my drink over.
You would know that I constantly do something to embarrass myself, whether it be speaking before thinking, or tripping all over the place.
You would know that I am extremely self-conscious and super uncomfortable in crowds.
You would know that I am actually a very introverted person and have to push myself not to become a mute when around new people.
You would know that I am very sensitive but I can hide my hurt very well.
You would know that I love laughing until my tummy hurts.
You would know that I absolutely love the rain.
You would know that I am an extreme nerd, in the sense that I love Doctor Who, Star Wars, and reading science fiction.
You would know that I love giving gifts...to people I know and do not know.
You would know that I have an old guy crush on Anderson Cooper, despite the fact he is gay.
You would know that I love singer-songwriter music.
You would know that I am way too much of a people pleaser.
You would know that I drink way too much coffee, and really cannot make it through a day without it.
You would know that I am currently really struggling with forgiveness.
You would know that I am super sarcastic. Sometimes I have to be careful!
You would know that I am medicated for OCD...it is bad really. I am constantly amazing my doctor with my obsessive compulsions.
You would know that I really do not know what I want to do with the rest of my life, or what to do about having a family.
You would know that I cannot sleep with my sheet tucked in because it makes me claustrophobic.
Have you posted a 'if you really knew me' post yet?
If so, leave your link I would love to read yours!
Plus, if you have any questions about me, just comment and I promise I will answer most of them! ;)